I want to take my senior portraits after I get my braces off. 

You honestly need to just stop flirting. First of all, even though we’re all friends, we’re still a family. We call ourselves family & I will still see these people as family, but honestly family members don’t flirt with other family members. That’s just wrong. & obviously you don’t see it like that even though you always call us a family. And second of all, YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND. When you have a boyfriend, you don’t just go flirting around with everyone. UGH it irritates me. I don’t get why you don’t see it. But, people say not to butt into your business. So, I won’t. 

I’m happy that my friends are getting into relationships and everything, but when I want to hang out, I just want to hang out with YOU. Not you and your boyfriend/girlfriend. I don’t mind having them there, it’s just sometimes I want some alone time. Yes, sometimes I would love to hang out with you and whoever you’re with, but sometimes, it’s not enough. The reason why we become friends is because I love hanging out with you, you’re personality, the fun we have, not with your boyfriend/girlfriend. 

And if we do ever hang out alone, I don’t mind you talking about them. It’s sweet that you care about them & I’m happy that you’re happy. BUT THAT’S NOT ALL I WANT TO HEAR. 

And one last thing, if we hang out, don’t text your boyfriend/girlfriend the whole time. UGH that’s the one that irritates me the most. If I’m hanging out with your, your whoever can wait. Go ahead and check up on them if you have to or you want to tell them what you’re doing, but don’t get into a whole conversation with them and at the same time hang out with me. 

UGH so tired of boyfriends and girlfriends. 

I don’t know why, but I worry about you, A LOT. I wish I didn’t, but I do. One minute you’re the person who told me about your past and how hard it was and what happened with you and your family, and then another moment you’re drinking or doing other things. Just yesterday I read something you posted and honestly, I never expected that from you. I really thought you’d turn away from that, but you didn’t. I hate worrying about you, but I do. All I want is for you to stay safe and to stay away from those things. You should know I worry. I’m always full of anxiety. It’s a family thing. 

I know you know how to stay safe, but I will still worry. Please, always stay safe baby girl. 

I can honestly say that this year I’ve met the most life-changing people I’ve ever met<3 

So, I’m working on your poster, & I honestly just want to stop and not work on it at all. Writing down all the memories we’ve had, putting every single picture we’ve ever taken with each other, it breaks my heart. You’re not leaving to another state or far away, but you won’t be going to the same school as me anymore :( You’ll be off to college making your dreams come true. Working on your poster is hard. Reminiscing on all the memories we’ve had together<3 , knowing that in just TWO days, you’ll be graduating. 

I’m not ready to say goodbye</3 

you just need to shut up. That’s just straight up disrespectful & UGH! & I never thought that those words would come out of your mouth. I mean honestly, if other people say it then yeah whatever. I swear, your “group” talks so much shit. You treat your own friends like shit and you guys don’t even see it. I always saw our high school as no popular people and things like that. But, I swear your little group just literally pisses me off. I’m not even gonna lie, you guys have pissed me off since day one & as of today I’m just bothered by how much I hear about you guys. All you guys do is talk about other people. Gossip Gossip Gossip. Talk about your own lives, stop talking ‘bout everyone else. Yeah, I talk about other people, but not to the point where everyday I’m talking shit about someone. 

UGH GTFOUTTA HERE.