UGH I hate how all the girls are saying, “Why are we showing stomachs!?” Honestly, that’s what I want. & I can honestly say that I’m not the most confident girl there. My stomach IS NOT flat, it jiggles when I dance, & I’m not so crazy about my stomach. & the fact that my nickname in my family is “taba” which means fat, yeah I’m not the skinniest girl in the world. But, the fact that girls that are SOOOOO much skinnier than me are so damn insecure about their stomach literally just pisses me off. Show some confidence. I mean I have rolls on my stomach, little hairs grow on my stomach, their are black spots on my stomach that my mom yells at me that it’s dirt & that I have to scrub to I’m hurting & it turns red ‘til it barely comes off, I have a mole that literally looks like I sharpie it in, when I walk, it jiggles, SO MUCH & yet I’m still able to go out there & perform w/ my stomach showing. 

When we performed for the last rally, I was SOOO insecure about it that when I walked I’d walk really slow & hold my stomach so it doesn’t move, but when I saw everyone else, even the skinnier girls, cover their stomachs & start doing crunches on the side, then yeah I stopped to show them that I’m fine with it but honestly, I was dying inside. Feeling like EVERYONE in the gym was judging me & only me. But, THEY’RE STILL COMPLAINING. 

Just have some confidence. 

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