I love having that one person in my life that I can literally tell anything to. I mean, I’ve had those people in my life before, but those people have either betrayed more or drifted away. But, I do have at least one person that I can literally tell anything to. She probably knows it, but having her in my life is just amazing. Yeah, I still have people in my life who are people that I tell them that I tell everything to & I even tell other people that I tell them everything, but in reality, I don’t. I tell my cousins everything, well mostly everything. I never really talk about what’s been bothering me family wise. I mean, I’ll talk about my friends, but when it comes down to talking about family, I usually won’t talk about it with her. & w/ her I can say anything I want and she would listen, but I dunno, I just can’t.
But, having that one person in my life that I literally tell everything to is the best feeling in the world. I can tell her everything from something pointless, like I just finished my homework, to something so deep down that I’ve never told anyone, other than writing it on here. I’ve told her from like sitting down at home doing nothing to being depressed before and not wanting to live. I’ve never really told anyone that, but w/ her I can.
I guess the reason why I do tell her everything about my life is because she’s everything I’ve ever wanted in an older sister. She’s always there for me when I need her & when I say always, I literally mean ALWAYS. She has my back no matter what and it’s everything I’ve ever hoped for. It’s the feeling of having an evil step sister and then finding your real sister and wanting to catch up with each other on each other’s lives. I mean, my older sister isn’t evil or anything, but that comparison pretty much sums it up.
