I’ve noticed lately that I have really bad anger problems. Like, people usually just get angry and stuff, but I noticed that when I’m angry, I get REALLY angry to the point where I want to punch someone in the face. Not intentionally to hurt them, but just so much anger built up inside me makes me want to do it. & also having and anger problem is worth when I don’t express myself to other people. Yeah, I do to a few of my friends, but when I’m angry or whatever, I won’t show it. I’ll let all the anger build up inside of me to the point where once it reaches the top, I’m done. I never want to go off on someone once my anger reaches the top because just because I’m having problems doesn’t mean I want someone else to deal w/ them too.
As of now, my anger is at the point where I will blow. Another thing is that if I don’t go off on someone, this anger turns into a IDGAF mood. Not the I don’t care about what people say & things like that. It’s more of I don’t give a fuck about anything in my life right now so you better shut the fuck up and leave me the fuck alone. Yeah, dirty mouth. Yeah, that mood. Not the best mood in the world. & controlling my anger is the hardest thing for me to do.
