BRITTANY .

I vow to never let the voices of other peoples opinions drown out my inner voice. Mind over matter so their minds never matter.

— Trey Songz (via suplove) (via alexaranda)

Do you know how much it sucks to just sit here and watch everyone have the time of their life when you’re here trying to find a future for yourself. Watching everyone just looking for fun and not even giving one fuck about school or anything like that. Something that they’ve worked on for how many years and now what, give it all up just to have fun.

It’s funny. You left telling me that I had so many friends, that I’d do just fine without you. But, ever since you’ve left, life has gone downhill. I thought it was getting better, but I guess I just got to the top of the roller coaster to just keep falling. Ever since you left I have had no friends. People hang out with me because they feel sorry for me. I don’t want that in my life. It’s come to the point where I don’t give a fuck about anyone. That if I sat there and watched someone get hurt, I wouldn’t even care anymore. I don’t want this feeling anymore, and honestly telling people about my life and what I’ve gone through, it makes me go back to the days of when I was depressed. I don’t want this feeling anymore. There’s people in my life that are there for me. But in my mind, I am constantly thinking that they’re only doing this to me because I don’t have anyone. Maybe they’re not like that, but my mind will continue to think like that.I don’t want this feeling anymore. Of being depressed. Of being alone. Someone please take it away from me.

But sometimes we get sad about things and we don’t like to tell other people that we are sad about them. We like to keep it a secret. Or sometimes we are sad but we don’t really know we are sad. So we say we aren’t sad. But really we are.

— Mark Haddon (via durianquotes)

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I have this vision: That I would finally come and find you. Scattered pieces of distance would not stand in my way. Not needing words; the barest of glimpses would suffice for you and me.

— Franz Kafka, ”Letters To Milena” (via odaro)

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Nobody will protect you from your suffering. You can’t cry it away or eat it away or starve it away or walk it away or punch it away or even therapy it away. It’s just there, and you have to survive it. You have to endure it. You have to live through it and love it and move on and be better for it and run as far as you can in the direction of your best and happiest dreams across the bridge that was built by your own desire to heal.

— Cheryl Strayed (via moaka)

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